Yes, it is after 1 am in the morning. On Monday. And I can’t sleep. Yesterday a lot has happened. We bought a dress for the wedding – turned out it won’t be good because of the dress code. Well.. Then I met a friend, had a coffee. Then I was at the gym.
At the evening we met a couple, whose the wedding will be. We sat in a restaurant/pub next to a theater. The mood was quite good. We had a lot of laugh. I haven’t known them for long but I enjoyed their company. My boyfriend was also nice and funny. It is just a little bit hard that sometimes I felt like he didn’t think about me, only himself. I know it takes time to form a strong bond, so I need to be patient and work on it. Overall the meeting was quite good. Only one bothering thing: they smoked a lot of cigarettes. On my way home I bought a pack.. Two pieces I smoked. And that is it. Now I can’t sleep.
I am wondering about the future. Will we spend our life together with Bence? How will be the couple’s wedding? My thoughts are racing in my head.
This beautiful chaotic world.. I still can’t say what will happen. Can’t predict the future. Is it a curse or a blessing? Now I feel like I am happy, I am at the right place. Everything seems to be great. What a day. What a life. I just miss Bence. He is still out with his friend. He’ll be back.
Have a beautiful week, all of you.
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